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| User: | db_chick_912 (14981250)
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| Name: | db_chick_912 |
| Birthdate: | 02-10 |
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| db_chick_912 | @ | livejournal.com (Jabber) |
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| Bio: | Sense three years ago i've been fasting on and off. Lately it's all that's been on my mind, i really like to give in. When i talk to my friends they yell at me, i want to be somewhere where i can be accepted and helped. i know i'm not gonna stop so i'm just gonna go with it. it's hard though, i have a dad and step mom who basically monitar everything i eat, i'm forced to eat dinner which usually means only eating that. when i eat i tend to become very sad and feel overally dissapointed in myself. everyone says i'm really skinny, but when i look in the mirror all i can see is fat, fat, and more fat. just a few months ago i had pretty good confidence but now that my eating disorder has come back i love sweatshirts, mainly because they hide me stomach. i'm 14 years old and would do anything to be thin. everytime the clock turns 11:11 they say you're supposed to make a wish, rarely do i wish for anything other then to lose weight. one of my friends kinda supports me and gets me diet pills occasionally, but it's been hard lately. my other friend gets really mad at me, so i want a way to hide it. i want tricks that can make it look like i eat, but don't. i want a way where i can eat in front of my family and still be restricting calories. i'm aiming to only eat AT THE MAX 500 calories, aka dinner.
i don't want to die i just want to weight at least 95 pounds. someone please help me. |
| Schools: | None listed |
| Friends: |  | 11: | beanaaa, colbyucb, danish_grope, db_chick_912, hollowlungs, hope_9090221, pro_ana_92, starving4attn, thinnn_a1r, xunfabulousmex, zomg_zebra |  | 7: | am_i_thin, ana_fasts, dont_cut, lj_maintenance, lj_spotlight, news, wait_racing |
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| Friend of: | 11: beanaaa, colbyucb, danish_grope, db_chick_912, fadingdisaster, hollowlungs, hope_9090221, pro_ana_92, starving4attn, xunfabulousmex, zomg_zebra |
| Member of: | 4: am_i_thin, ana_fasts, dont_cut, wait_racing |
| Account type: | Plus Account |
